Pretty Face

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with family, but shit is getting out of hand. Its not how it used to be anymore, things have changed and I have to admit everything does change but I don't like this change and I don't know if I can cope with it. New people, within a month got the fkn tattoo already? you're kidding me right? I wouldnt say old gen but yeah, the older people. We earned our tattoo.... and it took awhile... Everything's changed, and its all about how pretty your face is and mine, mine is fuckn ugly. Well you who are in this world, and it only goes two ways, you're either a somebody or you're a nobody.

Sleeeeep

I want more sleeeeeeep. I swear I got insomia

Chinese New Years

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS !! (x
well today was ok, had a brother over in the morning, drank beers and eventually went down hurstville to eat. Sorted out some bullshit 2faced cunt and played pool. It was ok, got to play pool with Allan's boys and defeated both of them eheheheh mission accomplished ^^ ahhh valentines day is around the corner D:

My Brother Jay

When I first met him, to be honest he was scary and looked like he wanted to kill someone LOL but thats just on the outside. Weeks went and I got to know him more, all I know he was in my good books. Months went by and I realized me and him been through quite alot since his always there to help a brother out, when ever I needed someone to help me with something, it did piss me off when boys say 'cbf' but out of all the boys, Jay was there, always... I almost knew him for a year now and I love him to fkn bits, even it hasnt been that long, I know for a fact that he is my brother. Well for his 18th birthday, we made a small drink up down my house. Even though it wasnt much, it still meant something to all of us who were there. And the funniest bit was when were all tipsy heading up to hurstville to play pool, we saw Allan's boys, all we wanted is to say hi and the next thing you know were drinking inside that karaoke room. All I know is that I got drunk LOL but I hope you had a good 18th birthday Brother Jay, I Fuckin Love You ♥

Not a good photo but its all I could find with just me and Jay ><"

The Part Of The Day Where You Have Nothing To Do But Talk

Today was ok. Nothing new happen. Woke up, brush my teeth, went hurstville, coffee, pool, dinner. But then, me and a brother of mine, talked for literally 5hours or so. Just me and him, one on one, sat there smoking and talked. We talked mostly about our past, fighting, girls, alot of stuff. I like doing those kinds of stuff. And I have to admit, it was a good talk (:

Webcamming

Skyping with this whore last night. Nah jokes she is not a whore, but she is one of a kind girl, One of my cool friends. Made my fucking day (:

Let Go And Look Forward,,,

Yes, it's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life would be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a  bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it