I Seriously Need Time To Myself

Like fucking seriously, I am always running around going out, I just want a day I just stay home or do what i actually want. I just wanna fucking relax and not worry about problems, a proper study sesh would be nice too... But instead I am always running around doing shitall and I dont even gain from it...I think its best if I be selfish for now and stop thinking and caring for others. Nothing is wrong with that right?

Studying..

study study study ><" I seriously needa find time to start studying and needa stop going out too much

It All Started With You...

The day we met, we were friends with a click of a finger. I still remember that day. 4years ago, Carols By Candle light in Hurstville. It was after that day, it all started. First we were friends, nothing interesting, people who call eachother up to come out, pretty much just meetup and chill and play internet cafe. Then slowly changed to drinkups, smoking when we go out and more shit. Months went by and fwark we got pretty close, slowly made our own little brotherhood shit. It is cute if we think of it now but fuck we were all like blood brothers, it started it of with just 5people, months went by and one by one people started to drift off and change fuckedup-ly. Then it was just me and you. We have been through shit together, I wouldnt say alot but its quite abit. The 7am Fairfield days is an example LOL fwark so much has happened between us in the last 4years... And now I am not gonna see you as often as we use to. I am gonna be honest, I am gonna fuckn miss you, everything started with you, being who I am now, smoking, the girls, fucking everything....I am not angry, I am more happy that I met you in my life cause I know you will always be a brother to me, no what happens, I will always be by your side. Hearing that you will leave the family, shattered my heart but I know where your coming from I would leave too...but idk its just hard on my end. Family is family, most people in the family can go fuck themselves haha. All I know is that, we are still brothers, and hopefully chill out like we used to 4years ago...

In The End It Pays Off

Ok, So today I was treking it to places here to there, fucking boringest shit I've done. All I did was listen to music throughout the whole trek and I was getting sick of it. Afterall all that, this friend of mine shouted me dinner and a couple of drinks. It was alright but I still preferred staying at home or chilling out.. Atleast me and my friend had a good time at dinner (:

There Is More To Life

Than just money, partying and all this bullcrap. Fucking today had some birthday party and fucking people think they can walk over me? you fuckn serious? You dicks havent been through the shit I have been through....

New Year Revolution

• Study fucking Hard !!
• Make money
• optional.....get a nice girlfriend heheheh (x

What Went Wrong?

I always still wander, why did you do this? Was it something I did? About to do? Or did you really follow some bullshit rumor? Everytime I see your name, a million images and thoughts run through my head about you...sooo whyyy?

What To Do...

I am literally fuckin bored, going school, going out, see this see that. I am practically bored with life, nothing interersting....Money this money that, money always comes first, sometimes I wish I just win the lotto or find a suitcase with 1million inside it and thats it, set for life, fuck around as much as I want.

Rough Bumps...

So I have this friend who is going through a rough bump in life, pretty much problems just like stacking on and its hard to get out, or like falling into a deep hole waiting untill you hit something. I dont blame him for getting into this mess. His a nice guy but his not selfish enough...but I know I am gonna help him through this bump (:

Beautiful Sadness

I was watching South Park the other day and I came across when butters said something cool (:

I Had A Good Day (:

Today was alright, started off with me waking up with the best sleep hehehehe then ended up at a soccer game, Sydney FC vs. NewCastle Jets. Even though Sydney lost 2-5 it was a good comeback at 2-3. Even though I wasnt even a fan of soccer every time when Sydney almost or scored a goal, I would jump out of my seat and scream my lungs out LOL then home, once I got home, I got bored so I called my brothers. Its always good to talk to someone on the phone. Had a 3way call with my brothers, fwark at the time I wish it wouldnt end went on for like 2hours LOL but I know us 3 they are my fuckn brothers not in blood but in bond (: