Pretty Face

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with family, but shit is getting out of hand. Its not how it used to be anymore, things have changed and I have to admit everything does change but I don't like this change and I don't know if I can cope with it. New people, within a month got the fkn tattoo already? you're kidding me right? I wouldnt say old gen but yeah, the older people. We earned our tattoo.... and it took awhile... Everything's changed, and its all about how pretty your face is and mine, mine is fuckn ugly. Well you who are in this world, and it only goes two ways, you're either a somebody or you're a nobody.

Sleeeeep

I want more sleeeeeeep. I swear I got insomia

Chinese New Years

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS !! (x
well today was ok, had a brother over in the morning, drank beers and eventually went down hurstville to eat. Sorted out some bullshit 2faced cunt and played pool. It was ok, got to play pool with Allan's boys and defeated both of them eheheheh mission accomplished ^^ ahhh valentines day is around the corner D:

My Brother Jay

When I first met him, to be honest he was scary and looked like he wanted to kill someone LOL but thats just on the outside. Weeks went and I got to know him more, all I know he was in my good books. Months went by and I realized me and him been through quite alot since his always there to help a brother out, when ever I needed someone to help me with something, it did piss me off when boys say 'cbf' but out of all the boys, Jay was there, always... I almost knew him for a year now and I love him to fkn bits, even it hasnt been that long, I know for a fact that he is my brother. Well for his 18th birthday, we made a small drink up down my house. Even though it wasnt much, it still meant something to all of us who were there. And the funniest bit was when were all tipsy heading up to hurstville to play pool, we saw Allan's boys, all we wanted is to say hi and the next thing you know were drinking inside that karaoke room. All I know is that I got drunk LOL but I hope you had a good 18th birthday Brother Jay, I Fuckin Love You ♥

Not a good photo but its all I could find with just me and Jay ><"

The Part Of The Day Where You Have Nothing To Do But Talk

Today was ok. Nothing new happen. Woke up, brush my teeth, went hurstville, coffee, pool, dinner. But then, me and a brother of mine, talked for literally 5hours or so. Just me and him, one on one, sat there smoking and talked. We talked mostly about our past, fighting, girls, alot of stuff. I like doing those kinds of stuff. And I have to admit, it was a good talk (:

Webcamming

Skyping with this whore last night. Nah jokes she is not a whore, but she is one of a kind girl, One of my cool friends. Made my fucking day (:

Let Go And Look Forward,,,

Yes, it's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life would be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a  bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it

Work Work Work. Today work 8 hours....dumaaaa, rents leaving for 1month today, I am gonna miss them. Time to start becoming responsible haha (x

Brotherhood

Ok. So today I realized who I trust and not to trust. Who are my true brothers and who are not. People who will jump in a fight for me. People I can rely on. People who I am comfortable with. Finding these types of people are hard nowadays. I have money to spend, cigarettes to smoke, alcohol to drink, drugs to be taken, just the people who I can trust and who are loyal is what I need. But then the saying goes. One is always good enough.

Relationships

To be honest. Not really looking for a relationship right now. Ceebs with girls right now. Just wanna chill relax and enjoy life rather than having a girl in my life already. Think its time to take a break (: drinkdrinkdrink time (x

Long Days

Today was pretty interesting. Met up with a girl, chilled with her all day and then met up with boys then chillied. It was a loooooong daaaayy. Every moment of today, I just wanted the day to go by, glad to be at home now. I knew I shouldn't have went out haha

I'm Not Who I Used To Be

Why? Because I have been hurt. I've gone through alot of shit which has made me who I am today. Over these past years so many things have happened. Little things, big things, everything. As time passes no one stays the same person. People tell me that I have changed...Dont you think I know that ? Of course I've changed, I am not going to stay the same person forever. Pain does that to some people.

Stupid Drama's

Yeah thats right, I am seriously not bothered for these stupid drama's. Sometimes I just want to tell you grow some fuckn balls and let it go. Girl problems and guys too, I seriously ceebs. These are one of the reasons why I am better of alone....

Welcome Back To Sydney

I agree with you, I think it is better off what we are now. It was good to see you after 39281472394 days, well it felt like it was a long time. Still couple weeks of holidays, I dont mind me and you hang out like the good old days, coffee down diamond, chill in the city, but like I said, the good old days. Anywhoooo time to dye my hair back to full black (x

When People Fall

So I have this friend who is falling for some girl who is out of her league, but at the same time another girl wants to see him often. I find it cute yet funny like no joke I crack up hehehe I find it entertaining to see people fall for people. So pretty much, his thinking either to stay loyal to the girl she likes or go for another girl who might have interest with him whilst I am sitting on the sidelines, laughing my ass off (x

Another day in the city

Okay so today I went out. Even though I could've stayed home and slept, I chose not to and chose to go out to see other boys getting there tattoo's done. It wasn't that great nor interesting. Now an addition of 4 boys having the same tattoo. Pretty cool I guess. After tattoo session done, we all went out to eat lunch. Minh Hai was the restaurant, just like a Miss Saigon but just in city :L Whilst were eating, never knew boys respected me so much/looking up to me. It was cute, they full saying ''dailo you eat first'' LOL well I found it cute. Then we pretty had some dmn bout old days haha. It was good (:

Guys

I swear to fucking god, some guys need to grow some fucking balls and not cry over stupid little shits.

Old Days

Sometimes I wish I could rewind back time and live the old days. No trouble, No Problems No Worries. Everyeone were friends, no bullshyt drama and where family is family who look out for eachother, I dont even see that anymore...ahwell can't live the past just have to look forward.

Chill Days

It's always good to have a chill day, meaning have time to yourself . No boys, No girls, literally nothing to bother you. I had a good day (: